I'm just a simple person. I don't dress too much. As long i can wear t-shirt and jeans and flat sandals and done. That's it. unlike other girls during my college life. They put make up and and other accessories on their body. Well. that's me. Just simple.
But one day I found a new friend. She was my classmates on several subjects i take. She is also simple. Simple in looks, how she carry herself, her dress and everything. We became good friends. But one day she invite me on her birthday. I can't believe what I saw. There were boys drinking alcohol, do smoking and what a hard rock music that is so, so, so loud and even do girls do the same also. I myself decided just to go home.
I don't know what happened in nowhere but they were inviting me to have a little shut in alcohol. As I was holding the glass with alcohol I was looking at them. It seemed they really enjoyed the party and all the stuff they're doing. and so I did a little shot on alcohol. The time past by I was drunk!
The time goes by I was drinking alcohol, I'm about to know how to cut in classes, do smoking and guess what, I was able to put make up also and my dressed. I have change a lot! I know that it is not me. I know that I am doing the wrong turn. I don't know what comes on my mind that I'm doing all that stuff.
Pretending to be one of them.
Pretending that I can drink alcohol and get drunk
Pretending that I can smoke
All this stuffs is just to pretend. Just to be like them...
But I know in my heart that it is not Me. Why do I have to pretend to be someone if being simple is COOL..
Goodbye Pretender...
Hello Simple...